uwiiik

time pass, days gone . all of this movement around us . yet are we still the same. time moves but do we follow them. second by second, minute by minute yet are we changing or still the same. still the same human, still the same person. like nothing has changed or should change. are we that ignorance or we just a fool walking down the same path. time is an asset yet we still treat it like it is useless.

it is all because a little thing called ignorance. o ignorance, u have been playing with us since the dawn of time. yeah, it was u who makes the jews, jews. and who could forget, it was also u that caused syaitan commit that sin.

o ignorance. u have been lingering with human life .

we've been warned yet we still letting u into our life. a genius can never be great if u by his side. we are slave. why we don't act like one. again the reason is the same. it is because a thing called ignorance.

so, when are we gonna change. is it so hard to get to be humble. is it hard to be thankful. is it so hard to remove that old friend of ours called ignorance. hahaha.

why do we write this thing. is it to show off. to show of something that even worth showing off. or is because we are too ignorance to remind ourselves we are ignorance. a fool acting like he is great. that is a bigger fool. why is it so damn hard to teach humans. and it is even harder to teach ourselves. stop wasting time living in the past. time never stop for you. come on man wake up. past is past. learn from it not live in it. stop it.

well ignorance, well played. you've always won against us. always telling us we are more than everyone. yet life always constantly reminds us we are not.why can't we see it. well it is because our own ignorance.

mase dan ruang

di alam yg fana ini, kite harus kah mematuhi satu undang2
undang2 itu dipanggil undang2 mase dan ruang
dan sebagai makhluk itu jua lah kita harus bersyukur dengan nikamt ini
kite harus appreciate kurnian mase dan ruang ini

untuk memahami undang2 mase dan ruang ini kita harus anggap kan ia sebagai satu kuantiti yang akan habis. suatu kurnian yg akan sentiasa digunakan. kalo nk senang juz pikir mase and ruang ni macam duet.

dan kite slalu je gune duet ni. untuk ape, itu bergantung pade individu masing2. bayangkan kalo kite ade 50 ringgit. dgn duet tu kite leh beli mcm2 kan. dan objek atau bende yg kite beli tu mesti ade kegunaan yg len2 lak. dan effect yg len2 lak

jadi, same la ngan dengan mase n ruang ni. kite yg patot pilih same ade nak jd ape ngan kehidupan kite. kite nk habiskan mase jd orang yg mcm mane. nk jd orang yg bek atau jd org yg jahat. jd org yg ramai kawan ke jd org yg sikit kawan. jd org yg emo ke jd org yg stabil. jd org yg bersyukur ke jadi org yg xnak trime kenyataan. itulah kehidupan
kite pilih nk invest jd ape.

sbg contoh;
kalo kite cam x suke ngan satu keadaan, kite nk abis kan mase nk complain n rase tak puas hati ke, kite nk habiskan mase untuk redha atau cube untuk baiki keaadaan tuh. or korang nk tggu reaction org len untuk tukarkan keadaan tuh. haha
pepe pon pikirkan mcm mane kite nk gunekan mase tu. kalo abiskan mase complain je, rase berbaloi tak. hahaha
pkir2 la.

ermm
ade byk lg nk tulis . malas lak
ok. cukup aa tuh untuk skrang

cats

yup, sudah lama tidak ku picit ini keyboard ntuk menulis blog ku. mmg ade idea tapi malas nak tulis nya. mmg ade komputerr tapi facebuk dibukak nya. mmg ade masa tapi tv jugak temannya. (sile bace gune ala2 indon or jawe part nih)

(skrang gune tone biase lak)
setiap manusia ade mata dan mata itu ade fungsinya. fungsi mate ape lagi jika bukan untuk melihat. dan dari perbuatan melihat itu manusia telah mencipta satu aktiviti yang dipanggil memerhati aka "obeserve". dan disebabkan manusia ade sifat ingin tahu aka "curious" maka manusia suka untuk memerhati sambil membuat konklusi.

setelah lebeyh kurang 2 purnama bersama kucing2 perliharaan dirumah. otak ku telah berjaya mengingatkan aku kembali mengapa aku suka kucing. turut juga otak ku memberi idea2 yang atau alasan2 baru bagi aku untuk menyukai kucing. kalo korang tak paham x per, slow2 lah paham

mengikot ape yg aku tahu kucing ni start2 dipelihara adalah untuk menangkap binatang2 kecik dlam umah. (selalunye tikus) sbab tu kite slalu nampak kucing ni gerak2 lincah nye ntok menangkap bnatang kecik yg len kat umah kite. mcm cicak ke , lipan ke, camtu lah lbeyh kurang.

dan konklusi yg dicapi bile lame2 duk men ngan kucing ialah setiap kucing cam manusia gak ade perangai sndirik. ade yg aktif, pemalu, dan ade gak kite leh kesan diorang nye tabiat,
ini bagi aku amat2 lah menarik.

satu lagi yg mnarik pasal kucing (atau bintang peliharaan len) ialah sifat kesetiaan binatang2 itu. owh sungguh ku kagum dgn sifat setia bnatang nih. mmg dia anggap kite ni master diorang. hahahahaha kagumnya!!!

no reservation

huhu
meh sini gua nak cakap sama lu. antara rancangan kat tv yg gua minat tgk ialah satu rancangan nme nye no reservation.

bile gua tgk show ni gua kagum ngan host die, antony. ape yg kagum pasal die, u might ask. die nie ade passion. die kalo ckp pasal makanan mmg brader ni ckp2 gile2 ah. care die ckp pasal makanan gua kagum . mmg respect gile ah ngan brader nih. dlm show ni die gie travel mrate2 sambil makan n rase mkanan kat tmpat die mlawat. huh, kalo dgr komen die, bukan stakat rase je die ulas, tapi core kpd makanan tuh. respect beb.

byk gak gua bljr tgk show nih, wpun pasal makanan tapi care die ulas mcm TOK je. huhu.

bile sorang tu passionate, dgr ape die ckp pon kite leh kagum, bg kite mkanan tu adalah bende biase tapi , ia lebeyh dr tuh, ia adalah budaya, adat, sejarah, imej, seni dan tanda kekluargaan. tu lah yg aku blaja dr show nieh.

haha, tu je tuk post nih, hahah tata titi tutu

post lepas abis IB

melihat dunia ku semakin kabur. adakah terang adakah malap. akan ku tggu satu purnama. tapi kesannya agak lama. duk teratak tidak ku tahu apa nak bwat. byk purnam lagi duk teraratak......

24 purnama bkn skejap. rasenye lame berdekad-dekad. ku pahat dalam kalbu. imej mu. memori mu, suka duka mu, pengjaran mu, ilmu mu, kolej, kawan, cikgu, aku tahu , itu semua aku pahat, pahat dalam2 sampai lekat. pahat dalam2. sampai paham. pahat dalam2. sampai tak lupe. pahat dalam2. sampai brsyukur. trimas . sume itu macam emas. bernilai. lagi lame lagi bernilai sbab lagi lame lagi rindu, lagi rindu lagi sedih. ape nk jdi kite sume, jumpe lagi x kite sume, tu sume x thu, dan x thu itu aku takut, mmg dh jdi sifat manusia bile tk tahu jdi takut. tapi ku yakin kwan2 ku sume hebat2. sume ade bakat, sume leh jd manusia, sume leh berjaya, rugi la x jumpe lagi tapi bangga pernah jumpe. huhu. thx sume. sgt sedih n rase cam "too bad" yg mne lpas ni susah nk jumpe.

aku paham skang. punca utama memory indah bkn dari tempat @ experience @ kejadian @ dari kite sendiri tapi sbenarnye dari teman2, member2 dan sume kenalan kite. tapi setiap permulaan ade akhirnye, setiap perjumpaan ade perpisahannye. juz tggu untuk permulaan dan perjumpaan baru je lah. dari hati ku igin katakan aku akan rindu kamu semua especially bdak2 bt4, t4, bdak2 chech, bdak2 uk, yg confirm lpas ni susah nk jumpe. sob3.

thx 4 da mmry

habit n classes

huh, kini d rumah dan terasa amat selesa.

tp bkn itu mhu ku tuleh.

dsbabkan IRP mhu dimulakan, so, kat kolej gua kelas di akhirkan. secara teori nye itulah kelas yg terakhir yg gua lalui. lpas ni dlm lecture hall kot klau gua lpas pointer n smbung degree la. n buat mase skang duk dlm hall razak brsama IRP gua.

ni sbenarnye gua nk cite habit gua yg gua suke bwat bile d kelas kt kolej gua. ape yg gua akan bwat, gua akan cari seat yg boleh bwat gua nmpak sume org dlam klas. slalunye kat blakang klas aa. lpas tu gua amek mp4 kesayangan gua, gua pon pasg lagu kuat2 smpai tk dgr ape2. juz dgr lagu je. lpas tu, dgn berkeadaan rilex n selesa, dua observe clssmate2 gua. tgk diorg duk ckp2, tgk diorg duk gelak2, tgk dorg tgh study, termenung n mcm2 lagi aaa.

function gua bwat bnde ni sbab gua rase mcm perbuatan stiap org ni mcm intresting la. gua x nak dgr diorg tgh ckp ape juz nk observe je. rase mcm org dlm discovery channel tgk kehidupan. tp kdg2 perbuatn cmni klau bwat kt mnusia org pggil stalker lak. tp ape gua kisah. aslkan gua ni ensem. huhu

tp still bnde tu sronok dibwat. kdg2 gua tersenyum tgk diorg tuh. sbab tu kdg2 nmpak cam gua snyum sorg2 tuh. gua leh tgk rapat nye bdk2 klas gua sesame sndiri. lpas ni dh xde klas.

ni gua cube list kan klas2 yg prnh gua duduki stakat gua igt la. saje2 bwang mase.

Saidina Abu Bakar kot (mase tadika, mumkin Saidina lain kot x igt sgt )
1-6 Bestari (ni mse skolah rendah Sek Keb Tanjong Mas)
1 cekal, 2 jujur, 3 yakin (ni mse skolah menengah harian Sultan Ismail College)
4-5 Jahiz (ni mse skolah MRSM PC)
last but not least MD41 (KMS)

huh, byk gak aku mgarut kali nih, so, until next time jgn lupe utk senyum n gosok gigi. huhu

UN CER T AIN TIE S

ello there mate,

have u ever made a statement before but now, u did not agree wit dat statement.
not long ago i have realized sumthin that may or may not sum of u already realized.
last week my TOK teach said da same thing.

so, to sum it all,
let me juz say dat life is full of uncertainties.
we can state sumthin, but that statement can be changed.
u can felt sumthin, but that feelin can be changed.
u can like sumthin, but that liking can be changed.
u can have an opinion bout sumthin, that opinion can be changed.
time can change all of that.
that is y as a muslim, we must use Insya Allah.
n if ur not a muslim u should say "That is my plan"

coz life is full uncertainties.
u can say dat " that would nvr happen 2 me" or " i will nvr eat that"
but with time it can change

if ya dun believe read back wat u hve written at ur blogs if u have one

the older we are, our thinkin may change

when we r older we receive more data or information or also known as experience and this
is why we changed.
that is why we've become more matured.
this is also why we must never be certain about sumtin
always use Insya Allah.

if u dun understand, juz wait Insya Allah wit time u will.

thinking of sumthin

it's already 1.30ish n i'm still here, in dis green floored wispi room,
feelin cold maybe coz im sitting under a full blown fan.

people said u should do something if there is something needed to be done. but if by doing sumthing will affect others. should we do it. should i be selfish. or should i consider other people.

and that what make life interesting. if we do something, it may affect sombody else
if we say something, it may influence someone else.
then, the question should we think of others or should we think about ourselves?
another thing i should consider is if i don't do that something it may also affect some else also? so, should i do it or not
could i?
which someone i should participate in getting that effect.

do or not to do it.

confuse?
well, again that's life.

for time being, i will try not to think about it.